i miss having a group of people to hang out with...guys/girls who i just love being with....its lonely seeing all the different groups that are on campus. i went to the coffee shop the other day...i think i mentioned this in another blog. i walked in there and there was just a group of people chatting together...old friends. and i got my coffee and sat alone...then went outside and watched another group of people just having fun. its frustrating starting over. i had forgotten how time plays into friendships and groups. i forgot how freshman year in highschool i was completely boy-less and wanting guy friends...but scared of them. and sophomore year i really wanted guy-friends...but they were all older than me...so we started praying for them. and junior year was perfect. senior year was cool too. now freshman again. new place. new people. no energy to pray for new guys. you miss old memories...friends....places...times. but this year has gone by...really quickly....and i still feel like i haven't gotten anywhere. the guys i did meet have their own groups too. obviously because they've been here longer than me. but i just feel like i missed out on the group thats just for me. or how do i find it? these are just questions to send off into the void...not expecting any answer. just to get them off my mind...