Its amazing how draining it can be when you are surrounded by friends or aquaintances who don't know the Lord personally. The atmosphere is really heavy...and you seem to be always on your guard...in spiritual armor. Then when you are alone...it is calming in a weird way. I feel like i'm just dazing into the distance or zoning out...sort of collecting my thoughts. But then it is hard to get down on your knees and have some personal time with God...I know this is true for me especially during this week of Pre-rush. we are so busy practicing and stuff that everytime i have a break i'm either sitting down and relaxing or staring into nothing.