Green Apple Jones Soda

Today Brigitte and I took a day off of school to work on our papers for class. So far, she has written all of her research paper...and I am sitting here writing this entry because I have writer's block. I am frustrated and do not know how to start my paper. I HATE this feeling. I have to watch a movie and decide whether it is portraying class, gender, sexuality, or race. Then write about it using examples from the plot and film techniques, texts we have used in class, and class notes. WHY IS THIS SOOO HARD FOR ME TO DO? I don't understand....it really shouldn't be this hard. but it is. AHHHHHH! So I continue to drink my Jones Soda (Green Apple flavored) --which is surprisingly tasty!--and hope that by some miracle when I watch this movie again words will begin to flow and I can write something down!! ugh.

It's not helping that I know I am going to be up until 2 am. I have the late shift monitoring at our social tonight...and I really really really do not want to do it. I just want to write this paper, get it over with and go to bed. But looks like God has other plans....why? I also don't feel too well. Great, just the way I wanted to end this semester...complaining and feeling frustrated.